I Never Imagined

I never imagined that even after fighting to make a dream come true through years of heartache and tears, that Satan would be allowed to come along and rip it away! That blessing I held for those 16.2 short weeks was the main reason I breathed again. My source of happiness was stolen from me. Memories? Nothing will ever compare to the way I felt when she was here! Mommy misses you Crimsyn Molli! You are Mommy's diva, Daddy's tiny dancer, our June bug... Always! ♥

Today Mommy's tummy has been hurting where you normally were. You always curled up on my left side directly to the side of my navel. Mommy went to the Dr. because I've been having these "sympathy" pains for the past few days now but our Dr. assured me that there is nothing there after doing extensive ultrasounds and tests. He couldn't explain these pains but Mommy knows why I'm having them. Lately I've missed you more than usual. I know your baby shower was planned for next month and that has been heavy on my heart. I just miss you baby girl. I pray that your sister will soon be in that spot that you clung to so sweetly. I pray that she gets here soon and makes it all the way with the same strong health that you had. You were such a fighter! Also, I pray that my body is free from ailments while carrying her the entire pregnancy and that we have a complication free delivery! God knows our hearts and hears our prayers. He is a wonderful God! Goodnight Angel! We love you Molli.