Why You Had To Leave

Mommy found out why we lost you back in December and it didn't put my heart at ease as I had hoped. It made Mommy grieve even more actually... I wish I had known you needed saving. I tried telling the Drs that I didn't feel healthy and that I was having unusual symptoms but they wouldn't listen to Mommy. I am devastated that I lost you... Knowing you fought for 16+ weeks against this infection that Mommy's uterus had when the Dr. said you shouldn't have made it out of the 1st trimester with it, makes me realize just how strong of a fighter my baby girl was and is! You wanted to be here, didn't you baby? You fought so hard and still lost... I wish I had known you were fighting something like this. Mommy would have never let you fade away. I am so sorry angel. Mommy loves you so much. ♥