While At Work Today

While at work earlier today I thought about you when I had to tell our story to three different people. As I spoke those words... "She passed away last month," my heart sunk everytime. It never gets easier to say that you are not in Mommy's tummy growing strong. I miss you so much baby girl. I know I'd be 21 weeks right now if my doctor had done a better job of monitoring me. We would be happy still and preparing zebra print and pink for our sweet girl's arrival... but instead there are tears, silent grieving, and fake smiles that decorate my life for now. We plan to start back on our path to being parents this month but our next baby will never take the place of you, our angel in heaven. Mommy and Daddy love you "Mall." ♥