I Held You Tonight

I held you tonight

But knew it wasn't true

I held you with my heart

And thought I really knew you

You smiled a crooked smile

A smirk, a tiny grin...

I heard your laughter in my mind

I wished you here right then

I held you for a moment

You were right inside of me

To the left of my navel always

That's where you'd seem to be

I held you in my mind tonight

Thank God for small blessings in pink

I pray for slumber sometimes

Just to be able to see you while I sleep

I never imagined counting sheep

Never saw it to be a hobby for me

Everytime I miss my baby girl now

I wipe away tears and drift off to dream

I can hold and rock you again tonight

You know just where to meet me

I'm the one with the broken heart

Molli, I'll always be your Mommy!

Written by: Ashley Ruebin