Thursday, December 20, 2012

Rough Nights

Mommy's having a rough night tonight. I sit here cuddling your baby brother, so grateful to have him here with us... Then I also wonder if you would have looked like him, what would your personality be like?

It's growing closer to the day my world came crashing down around me and I pray for strength. The grief comes and goes but is far stronger here lately.

I have seen the worst and have held the best... I wouldn't trade the memories for anything. If I had read the last page first... If only I could have saved you.
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I wish you could meet your baby brother. You would adore him like we do! He's amazing and so beautiful. I trust you gave him those dimples for Mommy and Daddy to kiss!

We love you, angel!
Merry Christmas!
♥ CMR ♥

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