49 weeks and I feel you here with me daily.
Did you send the ladybugs today? Thank you. Mommy needed that little nudge as if to say "it's ok, Mom."
I love you so much, Molli. Your ornaments were placed on the tree today and still... as I placed the one we had made last year, when you were in Mommy's tummy, on the tree... something died inside of me. A happiness I fear I will never find again, the first pregnancy I had ever had the joy of experiencing and carrying within me, and my baby girl that I dreamed of holding come that warm June day that you were due to arrive upon.
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Merry Christmas to my baby girl in Heaven. Dreams fade but memories forever stay.
♥ CMR ♥
Did you send the ladybugs today? Thank you. Mommy needed that little nudge as if to say "it's ok, Mom."
I love you so much, Molli. Your ornaments were placed on the tree today and still... as I placed the one we had made last year, when you were in Mommy's tummy, on the tree... something died inside of me. A happiness I fear I will never find again, the first pregnancy I had ever had the joy of experiencing and carrying within me, and my baby girl that I dreamed of holding come that warm June day that you were due to arrive upon.
...
Merry Christmas to my baby girl in Heaven. Dreams fade but memories forever stay.
♥ CMR ♥
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