Another week has passed and quite possibly the hardest one since the week of your "baby shower." It was Mother's Day yesterday... As I sighed, smiled, and fought back tears I thought of today, the day to follow Mother's Day. It has now been 19 weeks since your heart stopped beating on this earth, since God decided by body no longer needed to carry you, and 19 weeks since I have felt as whole and complete as I now realize I will NEVER be able to feel again. It doesn't matter how many children I may go on to have, one will always be missing. One will never out grow her dresses, break her new toys, talk back to me and her Dad, nor will she ever ask me "Mom, am I making the right choice?" The skinned knees, tears shed, mistakes made, and advice I could have given... I will never be able to experience this with you. Molli, me and your Daddy love you more than you'll ever know. You are our heart song, always!
♥ Happy 19 week Birthday in Heaven Baby Girl! You are so loved and missed here on earth. ♥
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