More than words could ever describe, you are loved, missed, and wanted. We looked forward to June 12th when you were kicking and dancing in my tummy. We couldn't wait to hold you, love you, kiss you, and give you the world. I can't believe it's already been 11 weeks without you here. I will never forget you or truly move on. You are our baby girl! Always! Do you remember Mommy and Daddy singing to you? We still do! I miss sharing our news of your arrival. Now I tell of your departure and the overwhelming support from others is unimaginable. You touched so many lives. A miracle six years in the making and with each week so many would praise God for you. You were anxiously anticipated and with every Dr. visit we were amazed at your movements on the screen. God knew you before you were for...med in my womb! He loves you so much! Somehow I think your purpose was to help Mommy and Daddy... There are times I like to think you were sent to restore our faith, prepare us for your sister, and to help us realize how precious life truly is... Maybe you helped others realize these things too in their own lives. You were a star on Facebook and visitors came to Mommy and Daddy's page just to watch your ultrasounds or take a guess at your gender. For whatever reason, they came to celebrate your life every week and we hope they will visit your diary now with these same intentions to celebrate your life. Although brief, you did exactly what you were meant to do. Life is precious, fragile, and treasured... Just as you are, Angel! Mommy and Daddy love our "Mall" Bear! You will always be our first born, our angel, our baby girl. That will never change. ♥ XOXO
Happy 11 week birthday Crimsyn Molli Ruebin!
11 weeks and 13 hours ago, Mommy's water broke and in that moment I knew you were gone from this earth. I screamed out loud in the phone to your Daddy "I'm losing her babe! She's gone," while sobbing heavily. Daddy drove as fast as he could to get to us! He was so scared and heartbroken at the events that followed... A missed miscarriage is what the Drs called it, but it was life altering for me, Daddy, and your family. I wish we could go back and rewrite the future. I wish I could celebrate today as my third trimester instead of grieving over the loss of our baby girl. We all miss you Molli. You are deeply loved! Happy 11 weeks to you sweet girl even though it's not so happy for us down here. I trust that God can make beauty from ashes! He is a BIG God! ♥ CMR ♥
Happy 11 week birthday Crimsyn Molli Ruebin!
11 weeks and 13 hours ago, Mommy's water broke and in that moment I knew you were gone from this earth. I screamed out loud in the phone to your Daddy "I'm losing her babe! She's gone," while sobbing heavily. Daddy drove as fast as he could to get to us! He was so scared and heartbroken at the events that followed... A missed miscarriage is what the Drs called it, but it was life altering for me, Daddy, and your family. I wish we could go back and rewrite the future. I wish I could celebrate today as my third trimester instead of grieving over the loss of our baby girl. We all miss you Molli. You are deeply loved! Happy 11 weeks to you sweet girl even though it's not so happy for us down here. I trust that God can make beauty from ashes! He is a BIG God! ♥ CMR ♥
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