Understanding

I just haven't been able to understand. I've prayed, stepped back to look at the bigger picture, prayed some more, asked for peace, and fallen flat on my face in tears. I will never understand why you didn't get to live your life. It was not God's plan for you to die so soon. I know this in my heart! I've talked it over with God several times and the same simple yet most meaningful answer comes back to my heart... "I am with you."

God has wrapped our Molli in his arms, looked down at us here on earth, and hurts as I hurt... from the pain I have found in the loss of our daughter's life. He doesn't want us to grieve, suffer, or die. This was never his way! I realize this more than ever now!