I thought I would be stronger by now. I thought the pieces would be picked up and I could move on a little easier... I never imagined losing you ... and remembering how the events unfolded simply sends my heart into a frenzy of emotions. I miss you more than words could ever express. You are my daughter, my baby girl, and were sure to be Mommy's best friend. We miss you so much down here, Mall. Mommy and Daddy love you!
32 weeks, 8 months... A heavy heart, a million questions... Mommy sits here on her lunch break at work eating your baby brother's favorite food (Mac & Chz) while he squirms and kicks with obvious approval, and I can't help but to think of you. I can't begin to understand why but I do know I love you more than I have ever loved anyone. You are missed baby girl. Your memory will always remain and part of you will live on in your baby brother. I thank God for him. He looks so much like you already. Y'all would've been the very best of friends.
Mommy and Daddy miss you Mall Bear. We wish more than anything that you were here with us sleeping peacefully in your crib. I could watch you forever at that point, I'm sure of it. I would never leave your side... But now, you watch Mommy as she cries and you have never left my side. If only I could turn back time.
We love you to the moon and back, angel. You are a glimpse of sunshine in Heaven's skies. I'm sure you outshine them all! Goodnight baby girl.
♥ CMR ♥
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