I Thought Of You Today

Mommy thought of you today and tears fell from my eyes. I talked about you to your Auntie Kit and she misses you too. You are so loved here on earth baby girl. There are some things that are never understood though. Mommy and Daddy are expecting a little sibling for you this fall and it breaks our hearts that he won't know you on earth. I just can't imagine why this had to happen to such loving people that would have been such good parents to you. You were such a blessing in our lives and now your baby brother is. I pray he makes it here safe and alive, healthy and happy! We can't take another heartache like the one left behind by your departure. It would be too much to bare for one lifetime. Please tell Jesus we love him and see the miracles he is working here in our lives. Ask him to send down some extra protection for this pregnancy, for Mommy, and for Baby Try.  We love you angel. ♥

14 Weeks Later

It's been 14 weeks now and my heart still hurts because you are not here with us. It never will be the same, never will another take your place, and the love we have for you will never fade. We miss you baby girl. There's a part of us that will remain incomplete and designated just for your memory. Thank you for giving us such joy and happiness for those 4 short months. You meant a new chapter in our lives, a new part to our world, and family makes three. Mommy and Daddy love you!

13 Weeks Later

I think you know what we know by now... Perhaps you even had a hand in it?  It has been 13 very difficult weeks for us and we still cry from time to time, but I have a feeling that these tears of ours will soon fade and turn into joy instead.  God has made beauty from ashes just as I have prayed.  Soon we will celebrate a new pregnancy and I claim it in Jesus' name!  I pray for your baby sister to join us here on earth soon.  I pray she resembles you so that I can have a glimpse of what my Molli would have looked like had she been able to stay here on earth with us.  We miss you so much.  You are always going to be here with us in our hearts, in spirit, and living through your siblings to come.  We will never forget you or stop talking to our baby girl.  We know you are here even though we can't see you.  Sadness is beautiful yet tragic at times...

Happy 13 weeks Birthday Angel!  <3

A Shower For Molli

^ The Rainbow ^

^ Your Ribbon ^

We had a wonderful celebration for you today!  This would have been the day of your baby shower and we would have been 30 weeks into our pregnancy together.  Instead, we (Me, Daddy, Aunt Kit, Aunt B, and Nana) went out to eat at Stix and then to see "Madea Gets A Job" at the BJCC here in Birmingham.  It rained ("showered") all day but stopped briefly as we were entering "Stix" to eat... and as I looked up, there you were... our rainbow in the sky.  It was beautiful and I immediately thought of you!  On top of that, our "hibachi" chef made a "Japanese Angel" out of the onion rings and it symbolized you as well.  Mommy made special hot pink zebra print ribbons with your birthstone (pearl) in the shape of a tear on them.  We all wore them for you baby girl.  We love you so much.  You are deeply missed always.

12 Weeks Later

I miss you so much that the walls feel like they're closing in on me at times. I keep thinking it'll get easier but it hasn't. It's been 12 weeks since your heart stopped beating here on earth and Mommy's heart is still in pieces. Every week that passes I have to catch my breath again. If love alone could have kept you here then you would have never left. We love you so much Mall. ♥

Good Morning Molli. Today marks 12 weeks since you've been gone yet we still cry for you. It's a struggle from day to day. We love you baby girl. You are missed! My prayer for your one year "birthday" is for us to be at a different point in life... Perhaps we will have your baby sister here with us and our grief will be a tad bit easier by then. It's a lovely thought. My heart breaks every passing week. I wanted you here with us. We all wanted you here! You will never be forgotten! ♥

Mommy and Daddy love you baby girl! Happy 12 week birthday in Heaven. We miss you so much. ♥

A Priceless Gift From Aunt Kit

Your Aunt Kit bought you your very first Christmas 2012 ornament for the tree while she was on her Spring Break Vacay in Tennessee!  It's so beautiful but I wish she didn't have to buy it... b/c it signifies you are in heaven this year instead of here with us.  We miss you angel.

XOXO - Mommy and Daddy

Was It You?

Was it you dancing in your nursery today? Did you knock Mommy's stuff off the dresser? It's ok if you did. I like to think I have you here still and I suppose that was your way... that single footprint imprinted on the carpet really stole my heart today as I crouched to my knees just to run my hand over it. Mommy never expected such an obvious sign that you are still here with us but once again, that's your way! You always have been our tiny dancer, and those tiny feet and toes of yours always stole our hearts when we would see them on the screen. I know you're still here. I just can't seem to let you go just yet. We love our baby girl. ♥